I like this POETRY!!

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( Fragile Existence  )

( Stolen Dreams )

I took this from  starsnhereyes

1. HAIR COLOR - Brown                                                                            2. EYE COLOR - any...I love brown eyes tho...
3. HEIGHT - tall...at least 5'9
4. SIX PACK? - doesn't matter to me...i like them yes...but too muscular is a bad thing to me...
5. LONG/SHORT HAIR - clean cut/short cut
6. GLASSES? - doesn't matter
7. PIERCINGS? - depends on his styler really...                                            8. CHEST HAIR? - HELL NO!!
9. BUFF OR SKINNY - in shape...I'll put it that way...
10. STRAIGHT TEETH, GAP, OR BRACES - straight
11. PUNK/JOCK/EMO/SXE/GOTH? - whatever...I kinda like preps and shit, or the rocker!! I love musicians...and guys with big trucks.  *wink wink*
12. FUNNY OR SERIOUS - both
13. PARTY OR STAY AT HOME - both here and there
14. SHOULD HE COOK OR BAKE? - both
15. SHOULD HE HAVE A BESTFRIEND? - yes
16. SHOULD HE HAVE A LOT OF GIRL FRIENDS? - eeh..Im insecure because of past situations...so Probably...not...                                               17. OUTGOING OR SHY? - a little of both at the right moments.
18. SARCASTIC OR SINCERE? - both
19. WOULD HE WATCH CHICK FLICKS? - yes...but i love horror too!!
20. WOULD HE BE A SMOKER? - no
21. WOULD HE DRINK? -  not a lot
22. WOULD HE SWEAR? - probably...I don't know many people that dont.
23. WOULD HE PAY FOR DATES? - both of us would.
24. WOULD HE KISS YOU ON THE FIRST DATE? - he might try, I might let him!! LoL!
25. WHERE WOULD YOU GO TO DINNER? - Wholly Guacomole (the new Mexican place in the mall) THEY ARE BANGIN'!!
26. WOULD HE BRING YOU FLOWERS? - YES...white roses with a pinkish tint at the edge of the petals
27. WOULD HE LAY UNDER THE STARS WITH YOU? - yes
28. WOULD HE WRITE POETRY ABOUT YOU? - yes
29. WOULD HE CALL YOU HONEY, SWEETY, OR BABY? - yep.
30. WOULD HE HANG OUT WITH YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS? - yes
31. WOULD YOU HANG OUT WITH HIM AND HIS FRIENDS? - yes
32. WOULD HE PLAY SPORTS? - basketball...hehe...or baseball...
33. WOULD HE SKATEBOARD? - no...but skate on quads prolly!!
34. WOULD HE SNOWBOARD? - hehe...as long as he'll teach me!!
35. WOULD HE PLAY GUITAR? - possibly                                               36. PLAY PIANO? - as long as he uses his skills to write a ballad to me!!
37. PLAY DRUMS? - possibly
38. WOULD HE CLEAN HIS ROOM? - yes
39. WOULD HE PAINT, DRAW, SCULP..? maybe!!
41. WOULD HE SING FOR YOU? - most definetely!!                                42. USE THE WORD DUDE? - i do...so why not!!                                      43. USE THE WORD TIGHT? - yes
44. WHAT KIND OF CAR WOULD HE DRIVE? - i dont care...I drive a hoopty, so why shouldn't he...LoL...but if he wants a nice one...hey...I dig!
45. WOULD HE PUT HIS ARM AROUND YOU OR HOLD YOUR HAND? - both!!
46. WOULD HE DANCE? - yeah...even if it is with two left feet!! as long as he puts a smile on my face!!!                                                                       47. HOW OFTEN WOULD YOU SEE HIM? - very very very often
48. WOULD YOU WANT HIM TO GET YOU JEWELRY? - yes, i like my man accessorized!! BLING BLING BABY!! or as Reba says it BLINK BLINK!! LMaO.                                                                                         49. STAY UP TALKING ALL NIGHT LONG ?? yes                            50. SAY I LOVE YOU? - only if its the one hundred percent honest to god truth!!!

God, Im such a fuckin loser.  I am so bored.  I have the internet at home now, but its like there is nothing to do online anymore.  So, I decided to look up songs that I like...and post their lyrics.

( Rape Me by Nirvana!  )

( Homewrecker by Gretchen Wilson )

( When I think About Cheating by Gretchen Wilson!! God, She is so fuckin awesome.  This song hits right at home!! Ya Know?? )

( Im Bored as Fuck!! )

So, I had a VERY interesting dream last night...I told you in the survey that I would tell you more in my entry...so here goes...

( So, I was in a deep sleep.  And I started dreaming.  Well, me and Chris were together at someone's house.  I don't know if it was mine or a friends or what...but anyways...A lot of people were there.  Chris and I were in the middle of an arguement, and I have no clue over what...but yeah there's more. )

( Oh Yeah! Im bored senseless! )

So, I'm at the library.  I always thought you were supposed to be quiet at the library.  Well, apparently these IDIOTS behind me dont realize this.  DUMB FUCKS!  They are the brainy type that seem to be on there first date or something...AT THE GOD DAMNED LIBRARY!!  HaHa...FUCKING GEEKS...NERDS... LAHHOOZERS!

OH, wow, she gets paid for acting.  Isn't there somewhere else they can go and talk to each other, rather than right behind me as if they are in a restaurant.  My god, its a LIBRARY.  I mean FUCK.  Grow some fucking etiquete.  (Spelling)!!!  So, yeah.

If I ever find out who they are, and where they live, I'll blow their fucking houses up, just so no one else has to suffer like I am now!

OMG, now they are talking about Tiny Tim and Scrooge.  SOMEONE FUCKING SHOOT ME!! PLEASE!!

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dear_skeletons

I'm really fucking BORED!

So, today I went to the mall and hung out with Amanda some.  The main reason she was up there was to see Danny.  OmG, if Chris was as bad as him, I would have to say BUH BYE!  But, that is my opinion.  Amanda, please don't take offense to this.  I like Danny, but I seriously wouldn't deal with the crap that Amanda says goes on.  And, OMG, he lied to her about going to ACC to get his GED.  So, I would have to say, he could Go To Hell for lying.  Now, Dont get me wrong, Danny is a good guy and all, but I could never date someone like him.  Plus he is into those little card games that always made me so tired of hearing people talk about.  So yeah. I know Chris does a lot of stupid shit, but really.  Ya Know?  I dunno tho, so yeah.  LoL. 

So, I also took my little sister to the mall with me.  I know she was probably bored out of her mind at her house, so I really had no problem taking her.  So we had fun.

While I was up there, Chris called me from work.  He wanted me to bring him a sandwich.  But because I was all the way in Burlington, he told me not to worry about it. 

As much as I like rain, I HATE driving in it.  I got into Graham after dropping Hayley (my sister) off in Burlington at her house, and it was raining.  Not pouring, but it was coming down fairly well.  So I got on the interstate thinking that I would be able to make it home before the worst of it hit.  HaHa!! That was a joke.  Let me tell you.  I got on the interstate at the Old K-Mart Exit, i think its like exit 145 or 143...the Mable Ave. exit that leads you to the outlets and Nichols Dodge, and Hwy 49 and Liberty...well, I got on there, and it wasn't raining too bad.  So, I continued past the hwy 54 exit.  Had it been raining harder there, I would have taken that way home, but it wasnt.  Just past that exit, It started POURING.  I mean you couldn't see two feet in front of you pouring.  The speed Limit on the interstate is normally 65.  Well, I was running 35mph.  I had my flashers on and was driving all up on the steering wheel.  I can't help it.   I wrecked my car twice on a rainy day, so I think thats why Im so cautious when its raing.  I hate driving in the rain.  So I kept going down the interstate until I got to exit 151 or 152 or something...the Pilot Exit.  I got off of there and took a right onto Old Hillsborough Road, or Trollingwood Road and drove on that until I got to Mebane Oaks Road.  Well, I thought it would be better there, because then I wouldn't be getting the water thrown on my  car from the tires of cars in front of me.  WRONG.  It was just as bad, IF NOT WORSE.  I had my wipers on high, and still couldn't see.  The lightning was so bad, that I thought I was going to wreck and shit.  So I made it home after driving 30 minutes to make a 20 minute drive...then I got soaking fucking wet trying to get from my car in the driveway to the house.  For some reason, Aunt Lib decided it would be smart to pull down the garage door.  Well, it wasnt smart.  I had to change clothes and I was freezing.  I dont care how hot it was out side, that rain was just fucking cold.  LoL.  So yeah.  That was my GREAT FUCKING DAY! 

So I went back to the mall again on Sunday!

( Recap: )

So when me and Chris went to the mall on Sunday, I got even more Credit.  I went to Belk's and was approved for $500 dollars worth of Credit.  So, knowing how bad Chris needs a new pair of khaki's and a dress shirt, I found this totally sexy Tommy shirt and a nice pair of Dockers.  I got 10% off of my first purchase if I used my credit that day, and an additional $5.00 on my very first purchase.  So, all together, with the discounts and shit, it was like $45.00.  Not bad.  The pants were on sale for like $25.00 and the shirt was $28.99 with an additional 30% off.  Yeah buddy.  I know how to bargain shop.  Yep Yep.

And so then, I went to JC Penny's and OmG, I was approved for $300.00 worth of Credit there.  HAHA.  Im doing so damn good.

So, Chris had on a plain white T-shirt...and we had gone out to eat at Golden Corral that morning for Breakfast, and I think he rubbed up on the bar and got something all over the end of his shirt...so he started complaining, so I told him to go into AE and look for a shirt on the clearance rack, and he did.  He got a really nice button up striped shirt for like $18.00 and I got a new purse for $26.50.  Yayness.

Amanda was with us when we were at the mall.  God, I haven't hung out with her in like FOREVER!  So it was cool, laughing and totally goofing off with her.  LoL.  Her little cousin Nick, he's 15, was pretty cool too.  Kinda dumb, acting anyways.  He did stupid shit, we couldn't help but to laugh. HaHa.  So, he and Chris hung out while me and Amanda were in Belk's applying for my credit card. LOL.  The only thing I gotta get Chris now is a nice pair of Dress shoes.  He likes his AE dress shoes, so I may look in there, to see if they have some I think he will like, then if they do, when we get back from the beach, we will be able to go and get him some new shoes.  Plus he really needs some new tennis shoes.

So yesterday I went to the mall!  When we got there, Chris and I purchased our Wedding Bands!  Kay Jewelers is sooo fucking awesome!  So, yeah.  So then we went to Radio Shack and I applied to get cell phones.  My credit must be excellent, because I got two with NO deposit.  YaYness. LoL.  So we got Cells.  Then we went to AE and I got a credit account there too.  Then I went to VS and OMG...I got one there too!  So, now I have a Kay Jeweler's account, a VS account, and an AE account.  Plus, I am prolly getting a credit card through the bank.  So, Im fuckin happy! LoL. :-P

And, Chris, he thinks I am going to be dumb enough to let him work at Victoria's Secret.  HaHa.  That just shows how dumb he can be.  LoL.  So, yeah.  LoL. 

I hope I can get the job at Claire's in a couple of weeks. 

I Graduated Last Night!!!

Not only that, but I graduated with Honors.

To get Honors you have to score 2800 or more on the GED test...and I did.  HeHe.  I got the gold cords for Honors and everything.  HeHe.  And I am special now.  HeHe!

Does anyone know where to get a replacement ball for my earring.  I have an 18 guage in my cartlidge.  And its one of the horseshoe type things.  And I lost one ball off of it.  I need one...because If I dont get one, I will lose it.  :( And I dont want that to happen.  So, if anyone knows where i can get just the ball...let me know...Please...

If anyone can help I will love them forever and ever...but no sexual favors.  Im very in love and dedicated to my man!!!  Unless its Colin Farrell, then I would have to make an exception...or Jay Gordon from Orgy.  LoL.  Okay, I'll shut up now, before I have an orgasm just thinking about those two...and Chris of course...LoL!

Help Me Please

I hate my life.

I wish I were dead.

I feel all alone.

Like I dont hae a Friend at all.

Lost in a world so cold and dark. 

An infant child, sat down and forever forgot.

Helpless and ignorant. 

Oh so undeveloped.

Lost in a world so cold,

in a world so big,

in a world so empty.

Please, someone, save me.

Im Helpless.

I need your help.

If ever someone needed something or someone,

that time for me, is now.

I need your help. 

I need your warmth.

I need your light to guide my way. 

I need you to nurture me so I can go and face the world.

To face tohe ones that left me there. 

The ones that left me feeling all alone.

I need your help.

So I can face the one's that forgot about me.

This poem was written by Andrea Sain.  All rights reserved.